I got it bad, you don’t know how bad I got it, You got it easy, you don’t know when you’ve got it good, It’s getting harder, just keeping life and soul together, I’m sick of fighting, even though I know I should, The cold is biting through each and every nerve and fibre, My broken spirit is frozen to the core, I don’t want to be here no more.
(From “Wouldn’t It Be Good” written by Nik Kershaw, 1984.)
The voices inside my head are taking over
They’re telling me that my life is in danger
I’m scared that the silence won’t come back forever
I believe this is my darkest hour
I pray
Over and over again
That this won’t be my end
I still have a long life to live
I’m begging you, begging you
I can’t remember the last time
That I said goodbye, or that I even tried
I’m becoming afraid, it’s already to late
I’m on my knees, please help me stay alive
I hope this isn’t my last night
As I lose my mind, and try to save my life
I’m becoming afraid, it’s already too late
I’m on my knees, please help me stay alive
It’s just to much to handle
I feel myself turn into stone
Desperate, as the voices linger
There’s nothing left for me, please save my soul
I’m running out of time
I can feel the words crawling down my spine
I’m running out of time
I can’t remember the last time
That I said goodbye, or that I even tried
I’m becoming afraid, it’s already to late
I’m on my knees, please help me stay alive
I hope this isn’t my last night
As I lose my mind, and try to save my life
I’m becoming afraid, it’s already too late
I’m on my knees, please help me stay alive
Remember when I got
On my knees
AND begged you
Not to leave
Because I’d go
Beserk?
Well,
You left
You left
And, now
I’ve gone completely
Out of my mind
AND
They’re coming
To take me away
Haha
They’re coming to
Take me away
Hoho hehe
To the funny farm
Where
I’ll be happy
To see
Those nice young men
In their
Clean white coats
And they’re coming
To take me away
Haaaahaaaaa
We passed upon the stair
We spoke of was and when
Although I wasn’t there
He said I was his friend
Which came as a surprise
I spoke into his eyes
I thought you died alone
A long long time ago
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet.
Wonder when and where and how you are going to make it.
You know you can if you get the chance.
In your face as the door keeps slamming.
Now you are feeling more and more frustrated.
And you are getting all kind of impatient waiting.
We live and we learn to take.
One step at a time.
There is no need to rush.
Its like learning to fly.
Or falling in love.
Its gonna happen when its supposed to happen and we find the reason why.
One step at a time.
One step at a time by jordan sparks.
This is one of my favorite songs!
I’m so tired of all this circling. and all these glimpses of the end. That’s all the voices say You’ll go right on circling until you’ve found some kind of friend…