another day is here. had a couple cups of coffee this morning. not doing anything right now, starting to get hungry, so I will probably eat soon.
talk radio comes on soon, I will listen to that for 3 hours and then turn on the tv for some news or sports.
I have to schedule a pdoc appt today, I had one scheduled for Thursday but my new pdoc called off sick on a Monday. he must be really sick. anyways im going to call at 1pm, right after lunch.
Man I want a good strong cup of coffee that wonāt make me ā ā ā ā my pants.
Iām looking for some kind of natural coffee flavoring that doesnāt have any crazy additives in it so I can just add it to hot water and get the flavor of coffee without the pants-shittingness of it.
Right now Iām making do with like 1/2 strength coffee. Itās bordering on drinking straight water.
Iām sorry. I feel like the other patients there really can make or break how good/bad a hospital stay is. When I was in the hospital last time everything was awful, but it wouldnāt have been nearly as bad if I had anyone to talk to. My roommate was awful, the other patients were loud and annoying, the only person I could stand to talk to just whined all the time. It sucked. I feel like the loneliness makes it harder to get better. Like, I just get stuck inside my head too much and donāt have any distractions.
My goal today is to get some of the clutter around the entertainment center shelves thing cleaned up. Thereās a lot of little things that need to find a new home.
LOL! Dude, I have the same problem with coffee. I think I have problems with loose bowels too. Sorry for the tmi everyone. 
@anon49063606 Hey big dude. Sorry to hear you had to go in-patient. I havenāt had to go to the hospital for years, but itās comforting to know itās always there as a resource. Take care though.
I give up. Iām overwhelmed. 
Awww. Maybe clean a little bit at a time, then take a little break and repeat that?
I just got home from the library. I picked up a few DVDās, including the new Pet Semetary. I hope itās good.
Yeah, I should do little things. Itās just thereās so much that doesnāt really have a place to go. It might as well be packed, but my partner is doing all the packing right now, so thereās really not much I can do. But itās still messy and needs cleaned, thereās just nowhere to put any of it.
I donāt know. Maybe Iāll just work on the closet instead.
I bought a 24-pocket organizer that hangs on the door to organize little knick-knacks:
https://www.amazon.ca/gp/product/B01D58DRVC/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o03_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1
$10 shipped. Havenāt had a chance to use it yet though.
I have to take my mother in law to a doctorās visit in a minute and I really donāt want to.
She has to go to the damn doctor every five minutes.
Iām sick of it.
Oy vey,
I guess Iām off to the doctor.
Hope you guys are having a good day.
Hey Rex!
Sorry to hear you gotta run around today when you donāt feel like it.
Take care.
Weāre packing to move across the country. Thatās why they donāt really have a place to go. Canāt just put them in a closet or whatever because itās just moving the problem from one area to another. lol I need to get some bubble wrap and start actually packing things.
I feel like going to KFC. I hate my life right now. Its just one big challenge of a life time.
I liked your post for KFC. Sorry that youāre struggling though.
Happy cake day @Butterflyyš°
Thanks @Montezuma I hope it will be OK,
And thanks @anon18305065
I think Iām going to skip lunch today. Iāve been eating too much lately. Need to get some self control back.
well I got my pdoc appt scheduled. for march 24th. jeez. I havenāt seen a pdoc in like 5 months by the time that comes around. I was only seeing my old pdoc once every 3 months, and then she quit and cancelled our last appt. scheduled for jan. 31st. then they got me this new pdoc and scheduled me for feb. 20th but he cancelled because he got sick.
anyways the secretary or whatever said my nurse was going to get my meds renewed, I have an appointment to see her next Thursday to get my shot. what a hassle.
Iāve been trying to search for new doctors for when we move. So I have some sort of idea of where to go to try making appointments. Itās really frustrating. There arenāt that many options, I donāt know if Iāll get an advantage plan and if I do I donāt know what insurance coverage will be like, there arenāt very many online reviews so even of the ones Iām finding I donāt really know if theyāre any good or not. Ugh. Itās just really frustrating. I really love my doctor I have now and really donāt want to leave her.
Hi folks. Ziss is yer vunderskunk here.
Not much planned today. Probably gonna stick around home for the rest of day. Hope yāall are well.
