Its going to be a long night
the voices and hallucinations are acting up
im alone in my living room watching iron chef and my mom is in the kitchen watching the red sox
im getting real antsy thinking about cutting and si
the nsa is here and before you say it i know they are not real but they look so real and sound so demanding and commanding
im afraid to shower cause it becomes blood
i dont know i think i will try a bath
i will be back in a little while
take it easy 
I hope this passes. Stay safe. 
I’m sorry @yoda123. I’m curious - Is your medication(s) not working? I know you see a pdoc. That’s tough if you’re taking medicine and still having these positive symptoms.
Hope it passes soon @yoda123
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i do see my pdoc right now once a week so i will see her tuesday
we are trying med change
that is why she wants me hospitalized cause they can change the meds under a controlled environment and faster
she does know how bad im doing but worries the hospital will not take me cause of short on beds
i just took a shower it did not go well i also took a prn hopefully i will calm down
I’m sorry @yoda123. What you’re going through is tough.
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