Ideally, I would like to own a penthouse in NYC. My own driver.
I will go to fashion shows and have a huge walk-in closet.
I will have a very feminine modern designed house.
I will be almost famous. Which is perfect. I will make 2-3 million a year or more.
I will travel once a month at least. I will have someone who will come clean my apartment three times a week and I will have someone who will prepare my vegan food every day.
I will have like-minded girlfriends who are successful and confident.
I will spend my time shopping, hanging around people I like, doing photoshoots and talking about things I like.
I’d love to live somewhere with a pool and with stores within walking distance; ideally I’d be working at one of the aforementioned stores as a cashier since I really enjoyed being one before I got sick. Oh, and I’d love for there to be a college nearby I could attend after building up my confidence some more.
I can not imagine a life without psychoses. It would be great. Feel comfortable with people. I would take a nice job in the ICT branch. I would take a nice girlfriend who undertakes a lot. Because in the ideal world I would also do a lot more. haha
Maybe if I were in your shoes I would have bigger dreams but right now my dreams are modest. I move out to a place shared with friends, get a decently high functioning car, get a job I like in teaching or programming or some other interesting field, make at least $50,000 a year, eventually get a professional masters degree in an area I like, see everyone around me be proud of me, buy and wear nice clothes… In fact it’s not a dream, it is just a goal, but what I want now is to start a job and make enough just for a car, and a vacation, and an art class while living for free under my parent’s roof.
In my dream life, things are exactly the same as they are now, except all cars are self-driving, I can afford to fly first class to visit my relatives and friends, I know how to make my own sushi, and l own a beach house somewhere with awesome waves.
I stopped playing lottery and jackpot completely. What a waste of money it is.
Over 2 years I had spent 2K in the casino and won 1K back. I decided to completely delete my profile and that’s what I did.
I will live in a really nice senior care facility in New York City. I will be famous either for my music or for my book. I will have multi millions of dollars in the bank. I will go on foreign trips every year or twice a year. (Traveling wears me out). My son would still be alive and prosperous himself and he would not have sz. And neither would I. I don’t know if I would have any friends. I like my solitude and I’ve never had many friends so, I don’t know if I would like it.