This lack of interest I’m experiencing is probably one of the strongest times I’ve felt it. However, I do recognize the fact that it could be compounded by my commitment to overcome my only real interest I’ve had in the last five years, short of vocational pursuits. Sometimes, I feel like, passions can be too much and sometimes is good for a dialing back on the priority list. It all depends on whether you’re putting others first, and if not, then maybe it’s advantageous to bridle your passions, so to speak.
I feel like I’ve tried it all and I get going on a interest, only to lose it in the coming weeks. Nothing lasts more than a few weeks. I’m sure it’s common for schizophrenics, but I wonder if it has to do with increasing my haldol to 50 mg. And if so, would a augmentation of another medication help? I don’t know.
But that said, I do think we obsess and manifest a bit. And whatever it is, after an hour, a day or a week, its no longer a thing or interesting anymore.
I’m on an older med too perphenazine. I’ve been struggling with loss of interest too. It’s starting to feel like I’m just going through my days one day after the next. Idk what to do about it. I have an antidepressant I can take, but I’m not sure if I like it’s effects.
Yeah, I feel you. Luckily, I’m doing a service mission for my church, so my days are purposeful for the most part, however, I still lose interest in my free time.
its ok to just do nothing in your spare time, just resting is a good way to recharge the batteries, maybe in time you could pursue an interest if you feel up to it but there is no point puting pressure or worrying about what ‘could be’
I’d say live in the moment and let things happen naturally, listen to your heart & let that decide in time i am sure you will feel better whether you do something or not, ultimately it is your choice what you want to do albeit being led by the heart
I have a v similar problem, I have a handful of lifelong hobbies and I’m losing interest in them with nothing to replace them with
You see the short-term obsession cycle in ADHD and autism too. Wonder if it means something? I was diagnosed with ADHD but IDK if that’s real
Do you keep a calendar? I have to have a large white board style “at a glance” monthly calendar and a daily agenda. Seeing the calendar when I wake up fuels me with purpose without having the dread of details yet. Put something on everyday. If it is just a walk or computer time, you’ll be putting yourself in the habit of a schedule.
I do have a calendar as I’m pretty busy with my service mission most of the time. I guess I should have specified that what I’m searching for is another intellectual interest.
Many universities offer courses at no cost. They will not earn you a degree, but they do offer knowledge. I have done a few one-off courses in areas of interest as an adult. Is this more similar to what you’re pursuing?
Yes, it is. Trying to figure out more pursuits is my main goal. It’s not so much lack of hobbies or things to do, but more what to keep my mind occupied with. For a long time it was political theory and economics, but I realized that most people don’t really care what you have to say in regards to that, and that it will only lead to contention in your daily dialogue. No one changes their mind, so it’s futile to try to debate people. So right now I’m focusing on my service mission with my church, and trying to attain a intellectual interest other than what I have already tried.
The phrase “Rock and roll is dead” comes to mind. I was sometimes bored as a child, especially near the end of summer. But I thought school was stupid and didn’t try often. By the age 16 it was too late to live a productive life. I’ve heard that talent is a myth and others tell me I’m gifted. I heard someone say they lived in a vacuum. It’s one of the worst things I’ve experienced and it’s not going away. Maybe I experience things in a different way? I was tired of music then I discovered Sierra Ferral. There’s other things to do than read.
in time i am sure you will feel better whether you do something or not, ultimately it is your choice what you want to do albeit being led by the heart