Ugh. My mom wanted me to go help her clean house at 11am. Itās past 11 and Iām still in bed. Havenāt brushed my teeth or done the dishes. Iām so sick of being sick. All I want to do is lie in bed.
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got invited to play golf today by my uncle. I told him I donāt want to embarrass myself. and declined the invitation. I think my golfing days are done anyways, unless I miracously win the lottery.
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My life is very difficultā¦
@anon9798425 can you tell me why there are so many TIs? My mind is telling me there must be something to it
I did take my morning meds twice today. It was a rough morning at work. Thought I forgot. Came home and looked at the pill box and Monday morning was empty.
I guess you can never be too careful
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Yes. I got through the day okay. I only left a few minutes early.
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I suddenly recognize that my motivation has been worse since starting the new anxiety meds. I had not been motivated to go out all weekend, preferring to stay home and get shouted at by my parents. Iām really craving soup, still. But pho is $11, too expensive. I am also trying to loose weightā¦ I donāt know. Also itās 2 days till the Kauai trip and I still havenāt planned many places to go. Going to work on motivation and get it done today! Type out what to do each day, etc. Library computers are full all the time, though. Might have to wait till I get home. Maybe Iāll try to reserve a space! I hate typing up research material. Fml.
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Made that easy vegan lasagna and the ācheeseā made from the cashews was so goodā¦
I kept wanting to taste test it.
(Needs more water?)
[Taste test]
(Maybe more lemon juice?)
[Taste test]
(Let me try againā¦)
[Taste test]
(Its good but maybe something else)
Much better than ricotta.
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Theyāre giving me a hard time right now. Plus the meds are also giving me a hard time. Canāt seem to cheer up.
I have to go down to the SSI office tomorrow morning or Wednesday depending if my boyfriend comes up tonight or tomorrowā¦Iām freaking dreading itā¦I hate the waiting. Thursday is go to a movie with my sister and lunchā¦I just want to skip to Thursday 
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I wish I talked more and that my mother wouldnāt hurt me verbally with sexual abuse
Iām listening to Handelās Messiah on my turntable. I love it. Both the record and my little setup.
So I walked to the store and stocked up on black beans and brown rice for the month. I saw a dietician some years ago and she got me started on brown rice rather than white. Took me a while to learn to like it.
Have a frabjous day.
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Reserved a computer station for 20 min later. Bought a BLT at the convenience store for lunch. It was really good and that just brightened up my day! The crispy bacon with mayo was so good lol. Food is a easy way to make me happy lol. Ready to plan my trip.
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Weāre having perfect weather the next ten days. But my friend I hang out with complains that anything over 70 is too hot.
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Is your friend a penguin?
Jk.
I donāt like it hot either.
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canāt wait til hoops season. the bearcats finally signed a hoosier guard. I donāt know why, but mick cronin never recruited Indiana. crosstown rival Xavier signed lots of guards from Indiana and usually whipped em. I think mick cronin mostly recruited in the northeast and cities his teams played against. it seems they also got a lot of players from texas.
basically I root for two teams, Ucincinnati bearcats and Indiana hoosiers.
thatās my sports post for the day, since there is like no sports being played today.
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im still shocked i think i did pretty good, bought a keyboard for 100 sold it for 250, now i have money again might have to spend some soon for a new computer but if all works out tomorrow ill have a decent computer and half my money left over
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