I’m sorry but I’ve no idea why I keep getting suspended. I don’t know if I have Schizophrenia and if I’m on the wrong forum then tell me.
Who are you?
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A new user called loulou1. Not a previous user.
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I’m loulou1 all the time!
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Maybe I tried to set up my account using loulou, but it didn’t accept so I added a 1. I’m loulou1, not Loulou. I don’t understand what went wrong!
Every time I sign in, I sign in using loulou1
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It’s all confusing. I get suspended and given out t. I don’t know if I have Schizophrenia and I joined the Forum to discuss my case with you all. I don’t know if I’m on the right forum and I don’t want to be upsetting anyone. I’m not sure what’s wrong with me.
I’m just taking my medication but I’m not at all sure what’s wrong with me.
You think you have sz because you take antipsychotics right? There are other reasons to take them. For instance they think I have OCD but recently it’s been making me psychotic so I need antipsychotics.
I’m LouLou1! Maybe I should change my user name. Everyone is confused so I don’t know if I can change my user name or not.
@LouLou1 I checked your account details and it said your account was suspended until April 2, 2018. “Reason: Please work with your doctor! Don’t use this site to fuel your hypochondria!”
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Yes that’s what I thought too. I often thought I had schizophrenia ever before I started taking antipsychotics but more so when my psychiatrist prescribed them.
He prescribed them for functional, hypochondria, somatoform. I probably am over thinking again as usual. My psychiatrist says things will become clearer. All my symptoms he said are from the above. I think I’m just gone crazy I don’t know!
I’m allergic to people and I’m living in fear all my life. Fear of life itself. I’m definitely very bothered. Very restless and agitated. I don’t know if I’m ever going to be away from this awful fear and hyper feeling. I’m not sleeping well at all. Due to see my psychiatrist on Friday.
Definitely the Abilify is giving me more motivation, more interest. I’m more awake, I baked for the first time in Years, I’m just very restless and fidgety
Yes, that’s right. So whoever suspended me must think I’m on the wrong forum. I must be if I’m being suspended.
Maybe I should just bow out and put schizophrenia out of my head. I’m very confused because of my symptoms. I don’t know what they are from. I don’t think antipsychotic medication is the first line of therapy for what my psychiatrist says I’m suffering from, but maybe it is.
See if it’s helping then that’s good. “Going crazy” is a funny thing. Typically I start getting more and more certain that I’m not getting psychotic and that everything I’m experiencing is real. By the time I went to the hospital, I was certain that the society that runs the world had sent an assassin to kill me and that it was only a matter of time. If you’re concerned then you should talk to your psychiatrist, but if they say you’re fine then you should try and believe them. I know this is hard.
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I’m demented I would say. My aunt told me this evening that my maternal grandmother was a demented woman, but I’m not as bad as my grandmother was she said.
Maybe something is very wrong I don’t know. Something passed down. She died when I was 8, and she reared me from 1 to 8. I only ever remember her caring for me. Yes she was very over protective but I don’t remember her being demented.
From what you posted, it sounds like your pdoc has prescribed APs for reasons other than sz/sza/psychosis. If you have questions about your diagnosis or your meds, you should really discuss this with your pdoc.
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Yes I think you’re right. I will talk to my psychiatrist. Try to get a better understanding of why I’m so ill. Thanks.
I think I’ve been out of reality for a very long time. Nothing outside looks normal. It’s strange. I do sometimes think of aliens a lot. Like maybe I am belonging to them.
It’s very hard because I think those sounds I hear, those beeps and static is my brain trying to get messages through to me but it’s just all beeps and static. I think I’m part alien or something I don’t know. I don’t know what is going on.
I definitely always think I’m a bit different. Different to everyone else. I have no idea anymore what is real and what’s not. I mean it’s just strange. I do believe something is very wrong with me. Why do I think I’m so different and why do I think these sounds are coming from aliens in my brain
I think the sounds and static is messages trying to get through. I mean what is that thinking all about. Like signals from somewhere else. I feel weird.
I don’t know. I’d definitely talk to your doctor and see what he thinks. If you develop symptoms of disorders you’re worried about, then the logical assumption is that you’re developing these ideas for the same reason. You know what I mean? I get that it’s scary but I don’t know how to help and it’s really important to find someone who does. Do you have a therapist?
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No I don’t have a therapist yet. That’s one of the things I will be asking my psychiatrist if he will refer me to one.
At the moment I’m scared of everything and its very hard not being able to know what’s real. They all said my case is complex and no one thinks I’ve any neurological disease. My prognosis is good, for what I don’t know. Maybe the lesions having stabilized is what was meant by that back in 2015.
It’s just weird. I’m a medical mystery they told me as well. It’s definitely helping the Abilify. I’m going with my psychiatrist and will listen to him, but I doubt this is functional, hypochondria, somaform because I’m definitely delusional in my thought processes.
I always told the neurologists that I felt the commands my brain are giving, I was not able to carry out. So my brain is working but not getting through to me so all the commands are mixed up if that makes sense. My house is a mess and I’m just like a zombie, but the Abilify is motivating me more to do things. The commands are getting easier but I’m still very out of kilter in my body. It doesn’t feel like my body because it’s clumsy and awkward.
I worry they are not understanding me the neurologists because I am very out of kilter. If I walk 100 yards, I get worse, the drunkenness and stumbling and wozziness gets worse and I become almost paralyzed. The pain gets unbearable in my legs and I need support when I walk. Like link my daughter or son.
The Abilify is mot helping that at all. I became like a hermit over not being able to walk without great difficulty. It’s weird very weird. My psychiatrist says he has seen people end up in wheelchairs over this functional. hypochondria, somaform.
It’s all just scary and I cannot truly walk any distance. No quality of life because of it. I gained three stone un weight since I became ill in 2014. My diagnosis is what my psychiatrist says.
Maybe you could try a hypochondria forum like this one.
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