I had started a new job that was leading to my career path and now I might have to quit or at least put it on hold.
I spent the whole day at my physicians to run a series a test to see if the mass in my knee has grown or if it has spread which it has to both knees and ankles. So I was tested again for bone cancer which I think was pointless seeing as it has spread! Then I was also test for rheumatoid arthritis and are ruling out that I don’t have osteoarthritis that it’s a much worse condition.
It is but more than anything it’s disappointing because I’m finally doing well mentally and it like when I’m doing great my physical body starts giving out
It’s good to feel our feelings. I think you have a right to feel sad. The idea that we should be positive all the time is toxic and encourages emotional repression.
I hope that you can figure things out and that things improve for you.
I definitely agree, at my treatment center that I work at I always to my patients that it’s okay to feel. It’s how we take action on what we feel that really counts
Update, i do have bone cancer. The good thing is that I have a high chance of coming out of it in a good note. Started chemo already so the mass and cancer cells can shrink. I’ve been given medication for the pain and sickness feeling.
