This is for the people that made my life a living hell. It isn’t directed at anyone on this forum, just to clarify. So please don’t be offended, anyone on here. Names have been changed to allow privacy.
To the people who hurt me and killed me inside:
I know I was annoying and irritating when I was younger and chipper. But what you jerks did to me is unforgivable. I have always been strange. I’ve always been an irritating unpopular brat. I know you have your own problems in life, but it doesn’t mean you had to make my life a hellhole. You’ve had crap happen, so have I. If we can’t just get along, then fine. It’s war. A war I’ll fight with all my being, until I stand before God on Judgement day, having destroyed the lives of people that have destroyed my innocence, my feelings, my childhood, what was supposed to be a good experience for me.
To my elementary and middle school hurdles:
I know I wasn’t the best to hang around with. I get that. I get that I imitated many of you, trying to find my place in the social circle of our grade. But I just wanted to be accepted. I wanted someone to care for me as a friend. But instead, I got stuck being hated and screamed at, ridiculed by all of you. Note that I said hurdles addressing all of you. Because no one bothered to love me as a friend, I grew emotionless, hateful of everyone of you. I cannot care less whether you lived or wiped your Genetic idiocy off this planet. It is because of bullies and abusive assholes like you that there are people like me and my friends in this world. The outcvasts, the hated, the neglected, the abused. The depressed, the ill. All the problems that have arisen in this world is because of jerks, assholes, andbullies.
To those that used me and abused me and had the GALL to call themselves my friends:
You thought you would get away with everything you did to me. You thought that assaulting me and doing nothing but harm to me would keep me around you. You’re wrong. Many times have I tried to erase myself from this earth because of you and the combined efforts of everyone that hurt my sanity, my love, my happiness. You were never supporting me, you thought you could satisfy your whims using me. But I will not stand for it any more. I am cutting all of you off of my life. Good bye.
On a happier note…
To those that were by my side through EVERYTHING, including all of you on this forum, though I only met you last year:
Thank you all so much. I am grateful for finding all of you and I am grateful for everyone being my support, trying to make me happy. I’m sorry that I have not been the best person to be around, and I apologize immensely for that.
-Sarah.