Dogs are so beautiful
HA (!!!) ,
You are too Cool (!!!) ,
Haven’t Lissened yet , Gonna Save it for L8tur … ,
Too Cool … … …
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and e(Y)e agree Completely … ,
So much that e(Y)e Replaced tha word dog to PUPS (!!!)
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In tha Sense that your opinions and thots about tha world are meaningless , to everyone but yourself .
How do you Fight that Negativity (???)
To where none of that nonsense Creates useless negativity , as to where you Don’t feel important (OR) Special at all … ,
Your hope is important no matter be it from Books to music … ,
Feel Free to Share your important thots and Share with tha Fact that it may be Extremely Helpful , No matter how Small it Feels Personally … ,
Your words Could Change a Life … ,
So Bring it (!!!)
Sometimes I worry there’s no real way to connect with people. Even if you could express your most intimate thoughts and dreams to others, they couldn’t ever really understand, because they don’t share the experience firsthand. “How odd I can have all this inside me and to you it’s just words.” (DFW) How do we overcome it? Lately I’m not sure it’s meant to be overcome. I don’t know…!
Communication feels pointless to me all the time. 
Oh it’s nice to be in a forest though. With the flora and fauna. Be part of the earth
Naught to mention all of tha Crazy Spiders (!!!) ,
One mourning e(Y)e Looked Outside at One of tha Trees in tha Backyard & Seen a Fairly Large Spider up High … ,
e(Y)e Grabbed a Cigarette and Stepped outside to Get a Clearer Look … ,
and THEN as e(Y)e Stepped Out and Looked Around there was an insanely Large Spider in a 3 Dimensional web … ,
e(Y)e Decided to Step Closer and Say Hello to Him/Her … ,
So e(Y)e Did … ,
He/She Didn’t move and e(Y)e Became Astounded and amazed at what e(Y)e was Looking at … ,
Decided to Step out Every Mourning from then on and Say Hello Freely … ,
but tha Spider Left One Dai and my Dad Ripped Down tha Web with a Weed-eater … ,
e(Y)e Stopped myself from Getting angry and Jus Pretended None of it even Happened … … …
Honestly e(Y)e Believe it’s (schizophrenia) a Sort of Protection from what Can Hurt us , Psychologically (OR) Physically … ,
Some Reason e(Y)e Believe we are all (even those not diagnosed with such) are all important and Have Plenty of Great ideas to Share with thus earth … ,
It’s Fear , , ,
That Slows us Down … … …
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That’s amazing!
Maybe the spider went and built an even cooler web.
It seems brave to build such fragile homes that can be destroyed any second by someone’s jaded dad. But to keep building them anyway.
Fighters (!!!) ,
Complete and amazing Fighters … ,
e(Y)e watched my Dad Tear tha web Down and was Struck Cold (by) His Extruding Violence at tha web … ,
but What Can ya do (???) ,
Jus Witness and move on Peacefully … … …
Have you ever Heard of (OR) Seen Banana Spiders (???) ,
A Long T(Y)me ago e(Y)e was in tha woods and e(Y)e walked up to a web of those Kind of Spiders … ,
&
Tha Spider was in tha Center of tha web and as e(Y)e Stepped Closer He/She Started Bouncing in tha web as a warning to Step Back … ,
Me Being a Youthful kid , Found it to be Funni … ,
and e(Y)e Jus Wandered on with a Strange memory … … …
Sometimes I feel doomed by the universe. Like I am all alone in it. But I’ve been studying Buddhism a lot lately. And I dig what they call the “ultimate reality.”
I try to use my spirituality to stay strong.
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If you Don’t mynde me asking , , ,
What do you (in slight detail) what do you have to Fight , that keeps you Remaining Strong (???)
Don’t mind at all. To specify, with all due to respect to others religious beliefs, they’re what they would call “demons” in the Judeo-Christian sense.
But I don’t really believe entities hold much power over us. They’re my demons and my responsibility to take care of them.
Strange you say that … ,
e(Y)e Fynde my Voices to be Eternal Guidance , a Bright light in tha Darkness … ,
e(Y)e Disagree with tha mental Health Clinic Communities , and Fynde my Voices to be Entities with an insane amount of Power … ,
They Could Ruin any of my Daise , but as e(Y)e’ve Said before , Good Friends of myne … .. … ,
Thanks for your Participation (!!!)
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No I’ve never heard of that kind of spider. A banana spider? Do they resemble the fruit? It sounds like one of those unforgettable moments suspended in time. . .
I like daddy longlegs.
Daddy Longlegs … ,
You are Completely Crazy … ,
and e(Y)e thot e(Y)e was weird … ,
Actually tha Banana Spiders , Kinda Slightly Resemble a Banana … ,
in a weird way … ,
Keeps it Cools (!!!)
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I’d forgotten how hauntingly beautiful Brian Eno’s work is.
Thank you for sharing, and pass another box of tissues my way.
All hail the spider friends, now don’t forget to water their sponge piece in their jar.
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