It's not safe for me to be anywhere or do anything

I want to be able to go out anywhere and do things again. I know this isn’t just happening where I live because I’ve lived all over.

I know how you feel. I tend to just stay inside and I hate leaving the house most of the time. I’m just really frightened by the abject violence committed by these voices I hear. They are hurting me so much, and I know it’s not ever going to get better-and I know that these voices are trying to ruin my chances…

So I still get out once in awhile, try to once a day-just get out and run errands get cigarettes and coffee. I’m going to quit buying starbucks though I don’t really like what they stand for.