Is this delusional?

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I sometimes think that maybe my friend poisened my weed and that’s why I had a psychotic break but I don’t know what he could have put in there to make me go into psychosis it felt like my head exploded and got damaged when I had my psychotic break but I had ct scan and MRI showing no damage my friend had reasons to poisen me I don’t want to go into them also it was a dab not weed

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I don’t think he put something. I had my first psychosis when I started smoking weed. My friend told me that I became abnormal saying nonsense and acting weird. He told me if its the weed that did this to me but later said that its how my body and genes reacted to it. I had catatonic behavior too, was frozen on the couch not moving looking at the ceiling for more than an hour. I also became aggressive with my family after the catatonia faded.

I wonder if I would have had sz if I never smoked weed. I am sure I would have been better than now.

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I remember I had extreme headaches everytime I smoked weed, I became tense and catatonic. I wasn’t on meds back then. While on meds I didn’t get catatonia but close to it. I become violent. So indeed weed increases dopamine and meds reduce dopamine. That explains my lesser symptoms when smoking weed while on meds. It still makes me worse even on meds, so I stopped smoking it 2 years ago.

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Its the weed and not your friend putting something in it IMO

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Sounds like some friend, but I don’t think he wanted to poison you. It’s delusional.

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I thought my stuff was laced. I tend to think now it wasn’t, but it was super strong stuff. Can’t rule it out though given my situation. The guy was a friend of a friend and the place I was living at was dingy and sketchy. Guy was super smart and nice but turned out to be a total dud.

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have you done any psychedelics before that? I used to smoke weed all the time, but after I had a couple bad trips I couldn’t smoke anoymore. like instant paranoia. A few years later I had my first sz episode after quiting both.

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Yes I have and I had no problems smoking weed until I had a psychotic break a couple days after my friend gave me a dab

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I don’t even fully understand what a dab is. I’ve smoked plenty of green in my life.

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Its marijuana wax

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I had the same thing I thought somebody I knew put other drugs in the joint to poison me and I also wonder how my life would be if I didn’t smoke

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So it’s like pure THC? I could see that making somebody crazy.

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Its much higher THC than regular weed

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I had smoked a lot of that wax the first time it put me out

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I remember hearing voices while on meds only when smoking weed.

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It was like a robot voice.

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I hear voices on meds even without weed

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Are they loud voices

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Sometimes they mostly are conversation level

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In 2006 someone poisoned a bowl of weed he gave me and I blacked out. Then in 2010 a weed dealer poisoned a bong toke he gave me and I blacked out twice. In 2014 a weed dealer poisoned a joint he sold me but I don’t think I smoked it.

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