My doc don’t want to switch my zyprexa. It has the less side effects on me. The problem is that it’s like a candy for me… Maybe I was ultra sick for too long? And that’s why I don’t feel it still? It pulled me out of the bed, but my psyche is sick still… Should I really show patience and just try to do more and more every day? Can it work in years, not in months? Or I’ll just never get better? I tried all the others aps, you know this… Even the junkies like the zyprexa. But my mind is always ruminating here, sometimes I get very painful headaches in fact… For my situation now - I mostly have my fears (and then the somatic symptoms) , my cognitive deficiency, the lack of positive emotions, my paranoid brain. But maybe it’s normal to be so bad after 20 years of illness… I should wait still? I hear you when you say to me, that I should move, but sometimes it’s impossible. Unfortunately, I am very sick now …
My mind ruminate so much more because I am doing less things.
I try to keep myself distracted with things otherwise I will definitely go crazy
I know wat you mean it’s hard when there’s less motivation to do so…
Thanks for the answer
I am a bit freaked out, cause lately my head hurts again so much even when I watch tv, even when I do some things… I don’t know if you see… My thoughts race even when I do some things and I get those terrible headaches. I cant stop thinking, but it looks like some sharp state sometimes… I will hope its temporary…
Otherwise, who got better after years though and this, without a big help from the meds no matter that you were taking them? I know we need them. But when they help on 20 pourcents only for example, its tough…
But do you find strange, that this ultra heavy ap is like a candy for me? I don’t feel the anxyolitic effect on me
Are you asking if your meds will work after 20 years because that’s how long you were ill? I don’t think that’s how it works, sorry. Maybe you would fare better with more than one AP? Are you maxed out on Depakote?
Go get an MRI scan if it is really bad
No, I wasn’t talking about 20 years waiting… But maybe 3, 4, 5 years? Idk, my pdoc was saying to wait. Its strange the Zyprexa is sometimes as a candy for me… Every other person would be knocked out by it… I guess I am too anxious, not calm in my mind… Did your aps lifted your emotions, guys? I honestly believe, that if I had more emotions, it would be better. I guess I live too much in my head. But its a delicate thing to achieve I find… Cause the emotions are not supposed to be in detriment of the reason… and my reason suffers too a bit …
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