i made another post cause i am angry of those who think that i am on the wrong meds. cause its not like this. my pdoc was saying that the Zyprexa is the best for me. ive tried all the other aps… i wanna to punch walls for those who imagine that i should have a perfect life till now, that i am a coward and a negative person. no!!! they cant imagine my state without meds, my illness. maybe i am borderline… and the borderlines are even more stigmatized by the others than the schizophrenics believe me. cause they are all the time too negative and this pisses off the others :/.
i hate when other mess with my treatment, this woman states that i am normal and probably i dont need meds… oh yeah… i am angry to her right now! do you think that meds can work after an year or more? whatever, i dont have the choice, i should wait… yeah, she cant understand that i cant even open my door to strangers cause too anguished…she is just saying- ‘‘start to live etc etc’’… its not so easy hey woman!!!
Get off Zyprexa try a newer med. Unless you want diabetes, if you do by all means stay on that med. My pdoc was merciful and got me off Zyprexa as soon as he could. I might be over 200lbs by now if I was still on that stuff.
ok i see. another one who has an opinion on the good old zyprxa. i tried all the other aps, the Zyprexa suits me, do you understand??? it helps some people ok? i ve hated Geodon Seroquel and all the others. Haldol and leponex were the worst…
You are 15 anna?
i started to feel bad since my 12s. now, i am 34 years old
@eduvigis, you just made me cry almost right now… ive experienced anger right now… ok, iwas desperate so maybe its the reason for which Zyprexa helps… but look, on Geodon i was really shaky and still too anxious. i think it was weak for me. on Seroquel i dont feel anything in the beginning but after a month i start to get annoyed by all the sounds around me, its an autistic thing…
yeah, i am too fat and ugly. i was beautiful girl when i was small. my ex asked me once how ill gonna to survive because everybody looks for the best woman out there… it sucks… cause maybe its true… and me, i am only concerned by my mental health which is poor too right now…