So here I fight now. Really 
In the day I am a bit better compared to the past years, but in the evening, after the take of my med, I am like smashed and even more paranoid. I cant understand if its the med or its me. But I guess it could be the med too, cause those are strange meds… I really feel strange in the evenings, its just crazy.
Anybody who felt paranoid because of the meds too?
I also realize that the story with my ex is really over. I have to move on. and I suffer less even on this which is cool.
Hugs to all of you!
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Welcome anna…!!! Where have u been…!!!
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Any one else who has strange effects from his meds? I go through weird moments, i guess its the combo of meds and illness. Well, the paranoia and social anxiety are not easy. I can get paranoid just by people on photos from facebook lol…
Far, i am relatively fine. I find that my brain started to get relaxed more but its still a mess.
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If you’re just starting them they can do that, if you’ve been on them for a long time I don’t know
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Ive been on them a long time, but its been 5 months that I don’t switch them and that I don’t take them as candies. Even one pdoc told me that I took too many aps in the past and maybe this made the things worse… Maybe, I start to wake up so my paranoia its still present… I feel fragile in my head. a bit scared.
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According to your thread title APs dont make you paranoid
Don’t worry Anna. Things will get better, just look to the future. You will get through this especially if your on meds. Just give yourself time to adjust and everything will be okay. Maybe you’re just becoming more aware of your symptoms. The fact that things are changing may be a good thing
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I went out. I noticed that I rush less already outside. I walk slower which shows me that my fears are getting relieved. The problem is that I feel numb, no good thoughts in my head. I live my life as a dummy… I hope that the ap doesn’t kill my emotions or thoughts…
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But people, do you think that its possible that my Zyprexa puts me more dark thoughts than the illness? I feel my brain smashed with worries every night… its so bad, that I cant function. I don’t remember having so much dark thoughts without the ap… In the end, those meds can put me quite low, isn’t it? I want to pray that its the illness, cause I am stuck with those meds now…
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