Is it good ? who wants to color it ? :D

she is stupid psychologist

I am sorry to hear that.
Why is she stupid? What did she say?

i dont remember what she says, she doesnt say anything productive, prosperous, she just talking like stupid therapist

I had a friend who drew graffiti (different style) and he has not “improved” but able to translate his skills into graphic design, because he enjoyed the creative process of it. He is also SZ. I don’t know if you’d be interested in graphic design but maybe you can try and do something that’s still “creative”.

i dont want to do anything i have no motivation, life sucks, i hate my life

I am really sorry…
Is she young?
Maybe she doesn’t have experience with sz cases…

she is about 45 years old

Ok she is not very young…
Then maybe she has a strategy for you .
Did she give you homeworks to do?

she gave me to write what i am doing for whole week every hour

@anon48059102

creativity comes and goes. it will come back I promise you. You gotta be patient. Live and be creative. Don’t live to be creative.

Hmmm
she wants to understand you better.
Give her a chance, maybe she will help you

More important is to learn something from your therapist

whats the point if it come back, if you want to be better you have to spend alot of hours on your work… have motivation and desire plus energy… i am in complete apathy how should i work then ?

idk because its fun to do!

not always, its fun sometimes, but when you need to force to do when you dont want to , and it suck its not fun…

Do you have nightmares or anxiety spooky?

@anon48059102 , some people feel art needs to be perfect and in a certain way. but there is so much different kinds of art. I went to Tate a few months ago , there was scribes on the wall and people called it art. It takes an eye to appreciate talent. Don’t give up.