I'm struggling with suicidal thoughts TW

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I don’t know what I’m going to do. I know I keep going but I’m so tired. I don’t feel right anymore. I just wish for a day of being happy even if I’m never happy again. These meds we take can only do so much.

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Help me put my mind on other things.

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You deserve to be happy @roxanna you’re a good person! Were all here for you.

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Your mind is grieving paranoia you’re afraid it might leave and all that’s left is happiness got any mortal could not stand like seeing flowers bloom and children smile the tears of joy all the while

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I hope this situation passes over. I hope you feel better.

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Roxanna when was the last time you got out the crochet needles and just got your mind into doing something like that?

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A long while. I think about it but never do it. I have stuff I’d like to make. Thanks.

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I haven’t took the rexulti yet because I’m scared of it.

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Do you have any way to post pictures online? Because I would love it if you would crochet something and then post the picture so I could see it.

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Yeah I was gonna start with hats.

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Start now, it will help take your mind off your suicidal thoughts.

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Sorry for bugging y’all.

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Asking for help is not bugging any of us. We’ve all been there. The crocheting sounds like a great idea.

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you aren’t bugging me. I want you to feel safe. I want you to be free of thoughts of harming yourself. Whenever I’ve had serious thoughts of harming myself I go for help. Is that something you might want to do?

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I just cried about my dad. I scared my cats.

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I should. I want to give rexulti a try. I’ve seen good reviews.

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I like Rexulti, it takes away my suicidal ideation. Don’t worry about the cats, they’ll be ok. It’s ok to cry, it will make you feel better to get it out.

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Thanks for your help leafy. Hugs

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Hugs Roxanna 151515

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Just remember that you can always get support on this site. Also, if you need to hear a human voice, remember the crisis lines. I believe a lot of us have been in a similar situation as you. I’ve been dwelling on suicide myself. I got better, and you can too. Recovery is possible. There are always things to live for. Don’t give up!

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