I have absolutely awful, disgusting thoughts all day long, usually racist or bizarre sexual thoughts, and i cant make them stop no matter what i do. I also believe in thought broadcasting and think people can sense my thoughts, and i think theyre plotting to take me away and torture me. I also hear them talking about me all day, they comment on my thoughts, what im doing, and they say things like “you dont have much time left”, or Jerry it’s over, or “you CANT get better” and a couple times people have driven by where i live and shouted at me or pointed and said "right there’. I want all the thoughts and voices to go away, but they just won’t. The voices also say im damned to hell…and if i think about praying or reading the Bible they’ll say “Jerry No!” As if im just making it worse for myself or lying to myself. Im scared, either ive completely lost touch with reality or im meeting a terrible fate, what do i do?
Visit a doctor and tell him/her exactly what is going on.
I would agree, please visit your doctor. In times when I experience intrusive thoughts I say “full stop” and try to focus on something else
It really sounds like you’re beginning to . I’d do as the others suggested. See a psychiatrist as soon as possible. Be completely honest with them, they’ve heard it all before, so won’t be shocked.
You deserve a better quality of life than that.
For me it was 2 years of trying different meds with my doctor. It was a rough journey and I had to advocate for myself (also my mom helped) but eventually we landed on a medicine that works without bad side effects (for me that’s 7.5mg Zyprexa).
id say trying to listen to music maybe all they are is bad thoughts, you have to try to change your thoughts, maybe your feeling negative and need something that you like doing…
I agree with this statement.
You really need to fully confide in a psychiatrist, telling them everything. The psychiatrist would likely prescribe a different med (probably antipsychotic) or increase your current med(s), in order to get rid of (or at least decrease) these symptoms you are experiencing.
Don’t worry, just trust the psychiatrist/pdoc. I hope you feel better soon. 
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