Im not sure if I’ll go back to Lisbon today or tomorrow but I’m definitely better. Yesterday I thought I was going to be like that forever, comes to show that things pass.
I’m thinking this morning that I have a lot to be thankful for and that includes being able to go out of town for a few days and having time to think about myself.
The things that were bothering me yesterday were the things I didn’t resolve yet. The guilts and the pains of the inevitables. My dog died, I wasn’t with her when it happened and that hurts, but I couldnt.
My mom made mistakes, a lot of them, but she came through when I needed the most.
My illness is strong, I can feel it everyday, but it’s not a death sentence. I live well, I’m recovering and I have a lot to live for.
I made a lot of progress this last year that no one thought it was possible for me. I was a hopeless case. I’m not anymore. I feel I can accomplish more now than I could when I thought I was neurotypical.
Well… Things are better and I’m trying to be positive today.
Thank you all for your support yesterday. It means a lot you guys having my back. You have no idea how much I value this forum.
Have a great day everyone and thanks for reading.