I'd Rather be Asleep

It’s true. My therapist never understood when I talked to her about my life in dreams and how it was extraordinary compared to this one. The main thing is that I wake up in the morning and it’s just the worst feeling because after like a few seconds of peace everything I have to do comes rushing into my head. And I’ll have just come from a dream where I was toying with the mafia by messing with their drug stashes then flying around invisible just to confuse them. And I come back to work, work work.

I could sleep all day every day. I’m always so tired too. The longest I can go without feeling sleepy is like…an hour. And even then if I’m near a bed that changes pretty fast. I’ve seen a doctor about it who had no idea why, we ran all these tests and nothing showed up. My pdoc said it sounded like depression. I just want to sleep.

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For some reason I’m waking up 7 or 8 hours after I go to bed. Wish I could get a few hours in but I can’t fall back asleep.

Oh well oh well

So it goes.

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You can’t sleep all day and all night. Your body won’t allow it. I know the feeling though.

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I’ve stayed in bed a pretty long time before. It used to be a real problem until I set myself on a strict routine for waking up even if I didn’t have to.

Night time I have a harder time falling asleep…

When I was on Haldol back in the 70’s, I went to bed at 6 o’clock. They it to me gave at 9 o’clock. I couldn’t sleep because my body was tired of sleeping. It was hell.

I want to have the freedom to sleep 16 hours a day.

My sleep is more peacful than wakfulness right now, (at least I get a break).

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Ideally I’d sleep all day and then be able to do things during the night time. I hate night. All my symptoms act up worse.

My symptoms act up from when I get up and are better at night.

I feel less controlled when I can sleep for 15 hours a day or so.

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My ex-fiance described a similar thing about dreams. But he didn’t like to talk about them much. He said talking about them would make them less special.
He also spends a great deal of time sleeping and says that it is all he wants to do.
Of course the depression makes me feel the same way.

I was there once then my dreams turned bad.

I love talking about dreams and listening to other people’s. I think they can reveal so much about a person.

I guess my anxiety keeps me in bed a lot. I get overwhelmed to point of mental paralysis and end up stuck in bed for hours. And when you’re in bed for hours not much to do aside from sleep especially if you’re already tired.

“Overwhelmed to point of mental paralysis”- that’s sort of like how I get.

Yeah dreams can be quite interesting :smile: It’s amazing what the brain can imagine.

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