I could have a drink right now, and I could do with one. Thing is is that I get paranoid as hell the next day. I just bought my parents a liter of vodka for their anniversary and they said I can share it with them.
Going to order some food instead. It’s tempting to drink but then again it’s not that fun anymore.
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Do you take meds?
I told my pdoc back in January of 2014 that I was getting paranoid and psychotic the day after I drank and that was his cue for involuntary hospitalizing me…which ultimately got me on meds which I’ve been on since. Of course then you take meds and you’re not supposed to drink either on your meds. Maybe drinking is bad for us but so hard to stop 
Don’t drink. You get really bad after it.
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@turningthepage Yeah I take meds I’m on injections.
Well I’m home now didn’t drink. Drinking was fun when I was younger but with my history and this illness it’s not the fun it once was.
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My standard joke was always…
“I only smoke when I drink…but unfortunately I’m an alcoholic.”
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I’ve been craving for a wiskey for a week now. It will pass
Im sorry to hear about this…my body hates alcohal but i can understand why its such a beast to deal with…stay strong and take naps…
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I’ve been sober pretty much against my will for over six months now. Both of the only two stores in town that sold beer closed down. If I want alcohol I have to sneak it home from Wal Mart when we go to town or else hitch hike the six miles into town and buy it at a liquor store. I think I am finally getting to the point where I don’t have that intense craving for alcohol. I’m thinking of moving out of my assisted living center and into public housing. I pretty well know that what determines if I succeed or fail at that is alcohol.
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