I don’t drink anymore. Once I developed Sz alcohol and me didn’t mix well. That and I will drive after drinking. Now I don’t drink at all for over two years now. It’s awkward that most people I’m around will drink socially and I don’t.
When I go out socially, I make sure I have a drink in my hands. It could be ginger ale.
When people want me to drink, I say, “Not now, maybe later.” Which is true, of course. When people pressure me to drink, I say, “When I drink, I puke on your shoes.” That puts them on the defensive. When I finally say, “When I drink, I hit trees on the wrong side of the road,” they know I mean business.
After my first hospitalization I recovered without medicine and met a girl. One night I drank to much and blacked out and really embarrassed myself. Highlights include threatening to end it all by jumping on the lake, vomiting everywhere, needing to be given a bath by three girls, and shouting like a madman. All of this was recounted to me and I remember nothing. Well almost nothing. That event precipitated a long period of instability. I never drank too often but have on and off over the years. I havent drank in 7 years and likely never again
I’m definitely a happy drunk.
I’m 2.5 years sober (minus one time)
I like drinking, it’s the marijuana that I can’t stand — makes me feel stupid
I miss drinking after getting off from work to ‘un wind’ but I switched to tea, milk and Oreos
I drank heavily for years, I’m happy to sober up
I drink I get an instant hangover. If I drink incredibly slow I get a good feeling. I’m dually diagnosed with sza and addiction. I liked pot best and haven’t had it in 27 years this coming December. If I had to vote I’d say yes to legalization but if I use it I won’t last long.