I wish I was normal with no schizophrenia no depression no alcoholism no drug addiction able to fall asleep have a job go to college. No set backs just enjoying life. I haven’t slept in 4 days and I’m very tired but can’t sleep because I’m to paranoid. My body is tired but my brain won’t slow down. I just feel so alone on all this. I feel like giving up. Sometimes I just wanna die.
1 Like
I don’t know what normal is really. I don’t think I am the most despicable citizen though. I don’t really do anything wrong in real life.
2 Likes
I wish too I was fully able to do the goals society has put forth for us. My symptoms are in remission, but the main thing that holds me back from love is sexual side effects and the main thing that holds me back from work is excessive sleep. I’ll see how I do in school soon. Hopefully I can get treatment for the sleep issue by then
1 Like
I learned to accept my disability and have fun nevertheless. 
4 Likes
Thats what i wanted to say haha
Poor want to be rich
Sick want to healty
Girl with curly hair want to have straight hair
Whats the point to wish sonething all the time
We need to learn to accept ourselfs as we are…
2 Likes
If I hadn’t slept in four days, I would call my pdoc and talk to him about it, definitely.
1 Like
Hang in there. I’ve been through suicidal thoughts and we must hang in there and take one day at a time. Sorry it’s rough. I’m sending you a HUG.
1 Like
I believe normal is overated
2 Likes
I agree normal is overrated, I don’t want to be normal I just want to feel normal.
I like being weird but I don’t like feeling weird. I accept how I am but don’t like how I feel.
It is good that the way we are isn’t determined by how we feel.
2 Likes
This topic was automatically closed 90 days after the last reply. New replies are no longer allowed.