I attend for people with intellectual disabilities. Most people there have more severe intellectual disabilities than me and I’m a little bit jealous of them because they are child like and care free with out any worries and full of happiness. Most have no awareness so nothing bothers them. They get cared for and looked after well.
On the other hand I’m happy to be mentally aware but I have a lot of suffering. I want to be care free,
Is that bad to think that way?