So I went to the pharmacy and I was building up stress and feeling panicky because the pharmacist was having trouble with the computer. I had to stand and wait while he was trying to solve the issue.
I started thinking there, while I was shaking. If I could feel aggressive and focus I would be able to harness the extra adrenaline.
But I can’t get aggressive nor can I focus. Instead I focus inwards on my different bodily sensations and feel like I’m going to lose it.
I don’t know where I was going with this. It’s just that I have issues with focusing outwards rather than inwards. The extra adrenaline should do it but it doesn’t really. It’s weird!
