I am 28 - and unhappy.
I guess whatever I have done by far, has not really worked for me…
I am such a careful person. I don’t get drunk… I dwell in resentment… try to please everybody and think good things…
Obviously this is not working very well for me? Don’t you think?
I am sad, miserable, unhappy because I am trying to do the right thing.
I don’t know if giving mischief a try is the answer so much as trying something new. Right now you should probably focus on prioritizing your life and focusing on those priorities.
Hmmm. A little mischief might turn on you and backfire on you. A long time ago cops were my enemy. I hated them because from my perspective they wanted to always ruin my fun. Since I got clean in 1990 I don’t worry about cops anymore. Cops leave me alone because I’m not stealing or doing drugs or vandalizing. They leave me alone because I don’t do anything stupid or illegal. Now when I occasionally see cops in 7-11’s getting coffee I will start friendly conversations with them.
I like that too - and agree and enjoy - when I turn 50.
I need some fun I guess. But I am stuck in my old ways. I would never steal, do drugs or anything illegal, it is not my character but my friend’s think I am boring and not fun to be around.