It actually went OK. I talked a little, I made some funny comments and about half the group laughed. I sat and listened, I looked around. A man and a women both ran the group and the lady brought her dog in and I petted the dog. The only thing missing was clam dip and Ruffles potato chips. But seriously, I’m struggling and I need this group. Life isn’t all bad but it isn’t all good either.
I’m looking forward to work tomorrow. I’m looking forward to the Summer quarter of college. “I’m looking over, a four leave clover”. Just some stupid song from when I was a kid. I went to McDonald"s today and bought lunch and took it to the park and ate it.
I cruised through some nice neighborhoods nearby this afternoon to relax. I’m practicing ignoring jerks while I drive. I’m going to stop giving any attention to people who’s sole intention is just to play games and mess with me any way they can. I don’t feel like I’m being singled out more than anyone else (well, sometimes I do) but yeah, men do it, women do it. I’m an equal opportunity ignorer of stupid behavior.