I feel that, too. It sucks. My doctor still won’t release me to try working and it’s really hard. All I want to do is sleep lately and I feel so useless.
all growing up my dad worked 12 hour swing shift alternating. and i always thought i would be working as much as he was if not harder. pre diagnosis i worked part time but worked min wage jobs mainly just as a dishwasher. then after i got dx i couldnt stay very long at a job maybe a month or so before i fell apart.
when you work and get a pay check people respect you but when you are disabled and on disability people think you are a retard and try to stay away from you or not talk to you.
I get you. I used to work hard as a farmer and then as a nurse aide. Then as a writer and wrote hundreds of articles and some books. Now…I barely get out of my chair.
Was working as a cleaner for several years and did my job. But after becoming ill I dont have that drive anymore. Had two jobs after that but it’s just a pain.
I worked hard for 13 years at some times 16 hours a day for months. I always wanted to retire early so I don’t feel bad that I can’t work anymore. There’s more to life than working