I’m struggling like a tadpole in a small muddy pond that’s about to dry up. I am dealing with very difficult problems. I am tired of fighting life but I like the challenge and I want to succeed. And you know what my sister told me. She told me that I actually am back on my feet!!! That’s the last thing I expected to hear!
It surprised me for sure.
But she’s right in a way, I’m back to work, I’m ready for school this summer, I have a nice car, I leave the house practically every day, I try to be friendly to the other tenants here. I’m on good terms with the woman who runs this place and her secretary. We kid around and have little mini-conversations every now and then. Not giving up or giving in at this point in my life. And you know what the best part of life is? Man, there’s a restaraunt that exclusively serves hot dogs just two minutes away! What more do I need, lol?