I’m fairly convinced that part of my mental… unrest… is due to rumours about me started by someone like 12 years ago
I was like 15 and there was this guy, like 26, very charming, went to a few of his parties, and such…
when I got put into some Residential Treatment Centers (RTCs) at like 15 to 17, I mentioned sex and drugs with this fellow…
my PhD psychologist and my mother conspired together, and totally BRAINWASHED ME into thinking that this random, handsome/charming fellow was the source of ALL EVIL in my life… sigh
They actually made me think that…
Then they got me back to home for a Home Visit to make a statement to the police… I was so stupid and naïve that I mentioned not only the statutory sexual contact, but ALSO the drugs / alcohol…
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That was back in 2006.
Here in my Austin, TX hometown.
starting 9 years ago, I heard of some revenge rumours going around… One fellow asked me, “How do you put up with all the rumours and nonsense going around?” I responded “Um, what rumours?!?”
Then my mother came over to see me, said “Oh, there was a call from a ‘concerned mother’ who said you were trying to have sex with her underaged son…”
So like, people are pretending to be me going around
and harassing people pretending to be me
And I’m convinced this is part of why, no matter what progress I make
that there are people being harassed by others pretending to be me
How can I remove this destructive force, this slander, these rumours? 