I think my problem is being in a city where people dont realize people are dying too early. I took knowing my uncle Jerry died at 55 as a quest to call police and DCF to make sure that never happens again. Knowing he died in a nursing home and no one was there to help him apparently isnt important to note to my doctor. No one should die in their fifties I thought this was common sense
I need the meds not to be out of control, and finding a doctor is hard. But I knew damn well when I heard Jerry died before my 89 year old Grandmother something was seriously wrong with the entire system.