Or she is uncomfortable with me/scared of me. Or maybe not scared but uncomfortable at least. I felt like the one I had most recently before her, who recommended her to me, didn’t really know what to do with me but at least I felt like she liked me.
I think she (my current one) thought initially I didn’t really have psychosis it was just ptsd that mimicked it because I guess my old therapist didn’t tell her a lot about me. I think it was once she became fully aware that I did have psychosis, had it well before I had ptsd and it caused the ptsd was when her demeanor changed. I don’t know. Once I finish emdr I kind of want to switch back to my old one.