After i came on depot injection of olanzapine (300 mg/10 mg a day) i am more stable, but i still got that damn chronic sadness, and i want to tell my pdoc if things doesn’t get better when spring and summer comes around, i will insist on ketamine.
If they refuse, and I don’t think they will, it’s very easy for me to get it illicit.
Several years back, a guy on here used it for treatment-resistant depression. He had some initial success, but if I remember correctly, it was short-lived.