I always fall in love or become attached in a sense where I loose my true identity.
Having a family is hard. As someone with awful trauma and psychotic condition, declined kidneys how could I still have a family like this.
LOL 
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Do you have brothers?
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Yes I have 3 younger brothers. I struggle there too.
But not as much as with men outside the immediate family.
I see. That’s interesting, I thought maybe you might not have brothers !
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Yes I have 3 of them they are roughly (
) 33,31 and 26.
1 sister she is 35.
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How about you and siblings?
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Two younger brothers, one older sister !
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Lol. I have the opposite problem. I find I don’t connect with most men. I’m slightly feminine and there’s lots of typical behaviours and interests I just don’t like not share.
Much prefer being friends with women in general.
That said I do have guy friends too. Just feels harder to find good connections.
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Maybe you can buy a fake mustache and a flat cap, and then you can infiltrate the doods and learn their ways.
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I get you @Zoe !
I also become awkward around women. It wasn’t like that before sz. Now I avoid eye contact and I sometimes even stutter, especially around very pretty ones. Feelings of shame regarding my condition prevent me from seriously looking for a partner.
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So that was me at Walmart. I always dress like that. 
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