But it was for the better. I believe I could have been a professional rapper if I kept at it for 10 more years or so. But health is more important than dreams sometimes. Whenever I made a good song I was high on weed the whole time, it made my lyrics and my flow better. Maybe in 4 years if I don’t graduate college and/or am bored of what I’m gonna do, I’ll relapse and pursue music. For now I’ll keep practicing, but not every day. I read a study that came out today that “LSD makes you more creative” and I thought about this and listened to my old raps and they weren’t bad. The problem though is I don’t really like hip-hop anymore so I can’t truly “feel” my own songs as they should be felt.
But here’s some examples of some songs I liked
https://soundcloud.com/jonjames1/like-high-up-in-the-sky