I saw what is in me

I always thought that I am possessed, and now I know it for sure. I was just lying in bed trying to go to sleep, when I started thinking about all of the bad things that I do. I started questioning my motivation for them. I felt a great dark power move through me and out of me, then I could SEE it. I SAW it. I am possessed. I was right. What do I do? How do I get rid of it? HELP!!! Please!!!

I’m sorry, that may have been frightening. But I promise it’s a delusion/hallucination. There is no such thing as possession. I promise.

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My husband had me look at a bunch of internet memes with him and calmed me down. I feel better, but I am scared to close my eyes and try to sleep.

That’s scary. I think you need an adjustment of meds.

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My pdoc is going to stop Vraylar. I messaged her last night. I don’t know if she is going to start something new. I can see things more clearly today, and I know it was a hallucination. I can’t remember being that scared since the first time I saw a demon. I was literally screaming for my husband. It was horrible. I have an appointment with my pdoc in the beginning of August. Saphris worked for me, and I am on a low dose of it (5 mg), but I don’t think she can put me back on what I was on (12.5 mg) because even now, my TD has started acting up again, and the Saphris is what caused it in the first place. I feel kind of stuck, med-wise.

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