I realized that I'm still in love with Him☹️

He was always there from my earliest memory! My constant companion. But he’s mean now and wants me dead. My beautiful imaginary friend. A very frustrating situation.

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Hm. Sounds like some schizophrenia! Ive never had a visual hallucination so i dont know how to help. Sounds terrible he is mean though.

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Try not listen to your voices.

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I created an imaginary friend that was suppoosed to protect me from the evil voices during psychosis. I tried to communicate with her again on a sleepless day and she said mean things to me. I still want to try to talk to her again but I don’t think it’s a good idea. I know someone who also had something like an imaginary friend during psychosis and he would start as nice but turn evil later.

Been there.

Sort of.

I have a voice/hallucination I’ve had since I was 12.

When I was 33 he just left.

I couldn’t hear him anymore and I went through mourning.

Just like if I had lost a real friend.

He came back.

But that’s not great either.

It’s difficult being schizophrenic.

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I can relate but have never had one became mean to me just other people. I never lost them fully they always come back meds or not

I had a few that were nice… there was one I believed was coming from my “twin flame” this one became very mean and comes and goes.

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