You feel fear and maybe anxiety, that does not check the sz box.
Is your house/ apt bugged?
When did you ingest the edibles ? In my experience I have voices and hallucinations and have been hospitalised twice, itās best to keep pushing for help if you think somethingās wrong, but it doesnāt sound like youāve had a psychotic break, but clearly a bad reaction to the edibles, I wouldnāt do them again if I were you 
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Therefore they are not delusionsā¦ By the way what is their content?
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Ok one example of a delusion Iāve had. One morning I stepped outside with my sister to attempt to take a walk & I noticed the tree in our front yard had a bunch of leaves that had turned brownish & had fallen off & were scattered along the lawn. This wouldnt be abnormal if it were in the fall but since we were in the middle of summer it struck me as odd & for some reason extremely bothered me.I couldnāt shake the feeling this bad vibe feeling that something evil or sinister had caused the leaves on the tree to die & although I dismissed the thought immediately as ridiculous & impossible obviously I still couldnāt shake the emotional uncomfortability it evoked in me. & the fact that I even recognized that I even entertained such a ridiculous notion even briefly troubled me because itās just not the sort of thing Iād ever do usually
Ok thatās not a sz type delusion. A sz delusion is persistent and lasts for months
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No my apartment/house is not bugged unless you count the occasional infiltration of ants lol
I think this has progressed beyond the point of being helpful. @Melimel I hope you seek the advice of a psychiatrist, and trust what the psychiatrist has to say. Until then, try to interrupt your obsessive thoughts however you can.
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