I made a bad mistake

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I screwed with my meds the past two days again but I didn’t touch the AP. I’m a ■■■■■■■ ass hole. I did it to avoid the bad things that would happen today that a voice predicted. I seem put together both in therapy and on here, but I just got off the phone with my mom and she said I didn’t make any sense at all. I didn’t know what I was saying. She hung up on me and doesn’t want me over tomorrow but I convinced her I’ll be ok tomorrow. I feel so scattered and she said I did it to myself. I’m holding onto as little cognition as I have before I totally lose it. I think I’m in crisis

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If someone else can recognize that you are not making any sense that’s a good time to talk to your professional support system. If you need to go to the ER for a shot of haldol or something to get yourself some relief I hope you’d consider it.

Please let us know how you are doing in a bit. Sorry you are having a rough time. Take care of yourself.

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Would they keep me if I got haldol? Thanks I appreciate it.

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I’m just basing this off of what ER docs told me in the past. I would think if you are not a danger to yourself or others I can’t see you doing a stay but that may be the best thing if it comes down to that before you risk losing too much insight.

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Thanks. I don’t want it come down to doing a stay, maybe a depakote would bring me back? It did back in December. I have leftovers

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I think just as long as I don’t talk out loud I won’t lose insight

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Anyone else think I should go to the ER? Is there a way I can tough this out?

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I think @ThePickinSkunk gave you great advice. I’d head to the ER rather than hoping a leftover med works, especially if said med isn’t one your doctor knows you are taking. In other words, don’t take things into your own hands, especially if you aren’t thinking clearly.

I hope things turn out okay. I’m thinking of you!

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Thanks. The med is prescribe to me. It’s just that I have enough to take it now. But that’s still taking it in my own hands. So far I had a cup of tea. It’s making the inability to think, better. Thanks for thinking of me. I’ll see how I feel soon when my bf wakes up. He’d be my ride

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I’m out of my crisis. I’m making breaded fish and asparagus

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A good meal always helps. :heartbeat:

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I’m glad you’re feeling better @Winterblues

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Thanks @LilyoftheValley

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Good to hear @Winterblues

Enjoy your meal. Asparagus sounds yummy.

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I didn’t realize I had to save the asparagus for another meal my friend is going to make. So I steamed broccoli in the microwave and had two pieces of bread along with it. The fish was haddock

I took all my meds at 8pm today to snap back

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