I’d like to apologize for coming on here and bothering you. I feel like I live in a world that wants to destroy me, and though I feel very lonely, it’s not fair of me to put it on you. I’m sorry.
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It’s ok we’re here to support each other 
in this struggle @Sardonic
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I agree with Flag. Don’t worry about it
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You’re fine! As has already been said, that’s what this place is for.
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Don’t be sorry im not
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I feel the same.
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No apology needed. I’m glad you’re here.
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Don’t worry about it we are here for the purpose of making your life better.
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Thanks everyone. I just feel like everyone wants to see the destruction of me and I am angry about it but also sad. I try to be a good person and move along but I don’t know who I can trust, if anyone. I feel like everyone hates me.
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I’m so sorry, @Sardonic. Until I got on the right cocktail of AP’s, I felt the same way as you do. I thought the whole world hated me and was against me. I got better. You can too. We are here on this website specifically to help and support each other in this disease called sz/sza. You are most welcome here.
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@Sardonic that you apologize says good things about you.
You have the heart to apologize. 
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You’ve done nothing that requires forgiveness @Sardonic . As far as I know anyways. You’re good.
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Thank you @SkinnyMe. I feel like I only have one option. I have a pressing desire to escape what feels like my fate. The thoughts, voices, whatever is inside my head, will escape and hurt me. The people of the world who know I’m not like them will hate me, and the world’s system will destroy me, destroy my mind. I don’t even know what I think. There’s so much whirling around me that I can’t take it. I feel like I am seeing things clearly and that this is making me lose my mind.
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I only really think about what my thoughts say and becausr of that, I only talk about what my thoughts say. I try to be a part of the community but I’m not good at it.
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Oh, honey I’m so sorry, @Sardonic. You sound very ill. If I were you, I would contact my pdoc and let him/her know how I was feeling and thinking. Let your pdoc help you.
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There’s no ratings system or top prize for belonging to the community. There are artificial things like likes and such but those are more a measure of activity than quality. You’re as good a member as anyone.
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I see my psychiatrist on Thursday. I’m not sure I should trust him anymore. I’m not really sure I should trust anyone anymore. Everyone’s a slave to the system.
I always get moved to unusual beliefs and I’m pretty sure every mod hates me and that many members hate me.
It’s good that you’re seeing him. You’ll be okay. Maybe share your feelings of general mistrust with him?
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I’m listening to music to cope but it’s not working.
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