I mean I’m fortunate to get by financially enough I’m very generous to my friends.
When I was younger i was always suspicious thought I was being taking advantage of. All my friends would contribute nothing financially while I’d work 40 hours per week and then they’d try to make me feel guilty for feeling I’ve been taking advantage of. Mostly marijuana. They’d come around if I had it but then they’d throw pity parties for themselves if I said I didn’t want to contribute to their habits. Then I’d be all paranoid and stuff and they’d mess with me a lot. Now I’m just very generous. My friend throws down much less financially than me towards stuff. I don’t care I don’t complain. It’s better than being messed with and these assholes trying to make me feel guilty about it or something.