To reality.
I was definitely going through some kind of crisis. I apologize for anything stupid I may have posted. I didn’t totally lose insight but was definitely triggered into a frantic state due to stress and other events happening in my life.
It was very unrealistic to think I didn’t need any medications and it was only a matter of time before it came back to bite me.
I did what I had to do and accepted a low dose of abilify 10mg a day. 5 in the morning and 5 at night. This was definitely a learning experience and I had to take a break from here for a few days. There was no need to be hospitalized and I just want everyone to know that I am back to myself and I feel that I am a stronger person and I know myself on a more conscious level.
So far, abilify seems to be helping me control the illness. Again, I apologize for anything wrong that I have posted.
