She described perfectly how this black woman was having a psychotic episode of how she was yelling and acting very erractily yelling and crying.
I’ve asked my mother countless times for support all she does is question me
apparently she gave this woman some food and a coffee and the way she explained the situation like she was so proud of what she did and told me how much love she gave her. LIke it was some sort of shank towards me.
Whenever I have an episode she’s not understanding instead she makes my episode worst and if things get worst she threatens the police with me
but now i know she understands perfectly when someone is having an episode but for me she has no love isn’t proud to help me she just eggs me on to commit a crime one time I was having an episode she told me to hit her in her face so she can call the cops the evil of her to tell me to do something then threaten is awful.
I basically have no support my grandmother is gone.
She treats my brother with great care and he went to a high school middle school and touched underage butts of 11 12 year old girls but he’s not a sinner he’s treated with respect and she doesn’t question what he did that day he got off his meds and has been locked up ever since It’s a like a great diffence how my episodes are treated like I failed or I didn’t behave and she shames me over them but shes never once shamed my brother even when he was in court and the girls described what my brother did she doesn’t care if tables were turned Id never hear the end of it
I guess the way I was concieved was tramuatic but I really don’t know what my mother has against me but she abused her mother and somehow now that her mother is dead I’m the scape goat for her to continue her abuse of me because Ive taken the place of my grandmother
her poor mother at her end days diddn’t even ask for help from her anymore cause all she would do was shame her own mother being sick and one time before she past my grandmother wanted some cream on her back she came out of the room in tears and It just broke my heart because my mother was just verbally abusing and shaming her own mother sickness or acting like she didn’t care. My mother was very strict with my mother and for that she never forgave her and always had anger towards her and now I"m the mother figure to her she doesn’t understand i’m her son she treats me very terrible and wants me in jail.
I wish people knew who my mother really was and how awful she treats me.
it’s not a pretty sight to live here with her and constant bickering constant shaming and I can’t have an episode cause she’ll tell me to hit her so she can call the cops.
my therapist eyes opened wide when I told her
my african wife is scared of her too and has told me she’s scared of her when she gonna visit from brazil knowing my mother i don’t know how she’d treat my wife. but I wouldn’t want her to treat her bad.