“I just haven’t been myself lately”

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For two years

I guess this is exactly who I am now

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This makes sense.

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I just can’t bring myself to socialize properly, I’m tired of caring about it, kind of just want to be left alone by most, I deleted social media apps for now, I like posting on here though

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I’m not on social media in any meaningful way and I don’t miss it and I haven’t been on it for 10 years

This site is different its more like a journal

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I only use Instagram to watch funny videos I dont trust my friends at all besides 1 so Im not going to talk to them anymore besides the one friend

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This might be just enough when you are unable to physically socialize or online socially with the whole society which can be overwhelming.

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I’m just too tense and self conscious around people and now I just don’t know what to say or how to join in conservations, or if I even want to? I don’t like what people talk about most of the time, maybe because I work with a lot of younger people, it’s just a lot of drama talk, I can’t keep up the pace anymore with people, can’t process language right, too many sounds going on, etc.

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I feel the same. The intricate dance that is socialising is beyond me these days. Stresses me out.

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This could be it… but msybe the way you feel about socializing is changing as you mature

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Yeah that’s what I mean. Larry been opening my eyes to a lot of crap and seeing through it all and becoming disillusioned / disinterested. Any ounce of drama I took part in, I was fed up. I just stopped. I didn’t do it a lot but I was guilty of participating in gossip at work, until I looked at someone I know and how much they talk about drama drama drama and they can just be super negative and it made me wanna get over any of that left in me.

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I’m no longer really friends with my she used to be my best friend and we’ve sort of drifted apart because I refused to hang out with her in person anymore or play MTG anyway she and I had a conversation recently and it was wasn’t that good to talk to her on the phone because all she wants to do is we’re basically Galvanize herself by being angry anyway I don’t agree with being angry or upset or dramatic

Theres my garbled mess lol hopefully that makes sense

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