I have made nieghbors mad

Past week I have been having episodes of hearing and talking to voices in my apartment. And I really believe that both men on either side of me have talked to me through the wall. Like part is hallucinations And part isn’t. The one nieghbor hates everybody and I thought he was talking to me. And nicely. It is incredibly hard for me to stop talking its impulse. And I take everything as voices at the end of the day. The other nieghbor reports my status to someone of his on the phone. It’s really hard cause he’s suppose to be my friend. He threatens me through the wall that he’s calling the police and I get really angry. I left at 440am to 7am then I left around twelve and came back at one. I’m having the worst psychosis in 2 years this is embarrassing me and they can hear me and listen. Before I left the mean nieghbor was persistently banging a drawer over and over. I thought cause I dont really ever hear either of them significantly or at all that if I talked in a regular to low voice I’d be ok. And I thought if I could hear voices clearly that it was my voices. I am not going back for a while and am just gonna sit on the curb and smoke. I feel like traffic is keeping tabs on me. I feel like such a loser. And I feel the one nieghbor acts like a friend but is keeping tabs on my every move throught my place. I really dont like it.

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Time to see your pdoc. I hope you feel better soon

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Thank you. Probably right. My therapist said the same thing. I’m feeling better and clearer today though I’m still stuck in the conspiracy.

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It won’t hurt to make an appointment and see your pdoc. It may be the best thing for you :slight_smile:

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