Hey man, I had a bad week last week, but things are going back to normal and well. I picked some books to read during my break and have some articles to read, that and I am rewatching Attack on Titan in English.
I just woke up and had my coffee and cig, letting them settle before breakfast and Geodon. I’m feeling motivated and am bouncing back from a couple psychotic nights and such last week. I bought some new running shoes online because my current ones are like six years old and they were on sale. I also bought a pack of long Nike socks for the cold- ankle socks weren’t helping…
Gonna finish reading a book on body language today and my friends and I are going for a run and then boxing in three hours. Got my attack on Titan sorted out to an episode or two every night in bed to relax from the physical and mental exertion.
All is well on planet mouse. I see my shrink today and talked to the pdoc yesterday who put me on a little extra Xanax at night to counter the stress of pending applications- I don’t know where I will be in five years with any certainty yet. Gotta wait for those acceptance and rejection letters.
It’s time for breakfast and Geodon.
Everything is okay. I’m doing what I do- working out and learning about psychology, sound hard when it’s at the higher level but its my passion and it helps me rest easy.
Bought lots of gum to chew instead of smoking during the day. Worked before to keep smoking to once when I wake up and no more than that.
I am lucky to have a passion and be legitimately good at it. It’s not really work, it’s freedom to do what I want with my life.
I’m feeling strong after getting hit by psychosis coming back last week.
Stay strong! Whatever motivates you is yours to hold on to when you are set back. I say engage in your passions, like workouts and doing an honest day’s work, and things should be better, feel better, and look better.
I struggle with this ■■■■ too.