Distress and ■■■■ is never ending!!
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Oh I so get what you are saying
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I haven’t been around but you were good two days ago…hope you’re ok now
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It comes in cycles. I definitely feel like this at times. At the moment I’m in the love part of this love-hate relationship. What has made you descend to this low?
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It was probably one night I didn’t sleep a few nights ago. Plus I had some minor injuries and sickness pretty bothering me. Then I feel I can’t do anything and it’ll never end and I sit up cooped in my apartment all negative and stuff.
Why can’t I just be CONTENT? Seems it’s all or nothing in terms of happiness with me. I get rewaaaslly happy sometimes, hopeful and excited and then someone or something or myself often ruins it all…
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Sorry to hear that. Poor sleep often affects me too. Makes my symptoms more likely to break through or my mood to go low, anxious or agitated. Does you medication help you sleep or make you drowsy?
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Actually no I don’t get me drowsy at all from my meds. It does help me sleep tho a little but I take em in the morning. It “regulates “ my sleep cycle”
I was out till late that night with my friends at a bar I don’t drink but I got excited cuz this girl in the band was really into me but turned out her boyfriend was in the band so we just left at one point and then I was like MAN IF THAT HOTTIE WAS INTO ME THEN… and I couldn’t stop thinking about girls and I barely slept that night. Plus I was in pain feeling sick and other things.
Once my mouth injury heals I think I will feel much better. Last nights sleep did me real well 
If I brought a level 7 intensity to the convo, she would come back with level 9 in reaction. It was nice. She was like Italian or Jewish or something. She Was real smart, talented and beautiful. Like man!!! I wanted to hang out with her after the show until we found out her 2 person band crew was a couple. How lame!!! I’m going back to new haven tho. The crowd there rocks!
Yeah I take Geodon and it doesn’t in the slightest make me drowsy either. Apparently it isn’t a good thing. Too bad about that girl but there are other fish in the sea as they say. How did you injure you mouth?
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I kept biting compulsively on the side of my mouth. Sounds really dumb. Maybe I was anxious deep down, but i felt on top of the world.
Ouch. You must have been biting pretty hard. You also said you were sick. Did you have a cold or something?
Well I wasn’t sick that night it was probably the next day when I had no immune system left I was feeling natious and my hernia was bothering me. Which I have to have re do surgery on, had a headache as well and it was painful. Needed 2 naps yesterday
Man that sucks that you have to have surgery again for a hernia. Usually the first surgery corrects it. Is it painful or just uncomfortable? Out of interest, what time is it where you Are? Are you in USA?
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It’s 802 yeah I’m in the USA. Connecticut to be exact yeah the surgery was unsuccessful I guess. After a week or so it popped back out of place. Damn. Oh well. At least I know what to be prepared for next time! Lol
That’s one way of looking at it. Doesn’t sound as though they used mesh in the first surgery or did they…if the mesh is used it is less likely to pop back out. Don’t know much about Conneticut to be honest. Where abouts in USA is It? West coast, east coast, in the middle…
East coast I’m 40 minutes from New York City. Yeah they didn’t use mesh! Good call!!
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I’m a nurse so don’t be too shocked 
. We’ll it is 2230 here in Queensland so I’m off to bed to read. It has been nice talking to you. Get well soon. Cheerio
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