I have bad stress from a personal situation and the stress from the Coronavirus and it all kind of piled up on me today and I had thoughts of harming myself. I wanted to take a bottle of pills. Thankfully all my meds are locked up so I couldn’t act on it if I wanted to. I don’t think I would have. It was more just a quick reaction to the stress. It passed pretty quickly. I would say within about 30 minutes I had myself calmed back down. But it kept coming back up a little off and on. It really scared me because I’ve taken pills many times in the past and been in the ICU before because of it. I let my sister know so she would be on alert. I could use some love and hugs and support though.
Sorry you’ve been struggling today.
It seems like a lot of members are,
Maybe it’s the stress of current events.
I’m glad your meds were locked up and that the feeling passed quickly.
Sending you good vibes from California.
(I realize you are also in California, maybe they’ll get you quicker)
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Thanks @GoldenRex
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awww @Leaf I am so sorry you felt like that…please be strong !! I love you.
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Hey @Leaf. Hugs and it happens but good you recognize you could use some help. It’s human to feel poorly sometimes and we all get there. Keep that stress low and you know if you need an ear you’ll always have one here. Hugs.
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Hey @Leaf don’t feel hard on yourself I’m pretty sure a lot of us have gone through depressive episodes due to recent events! I myself had a panic attack today because of the Coronavirus. Things are getting rough here in Texas but we’ll get through it!
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I am sorry we are all worried about the Corona virus. Have enough food, medicine, and water. Be aware if you have any symptoms. Try to relax and take it easy. And stay in doors.
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