This is what I feel. I do not know how it works. I feel the voices I hear are real people. And the intrusive thoughts are from real people too.
I feel that it is all external, objective, and real as well. Even if not real, treating these “trajections” as real is more beneficial than trying to explain it all away as “delusion”. The “delusion” answer never works as a therapeutic thought.
I don’t know if the voices are psychic, or if the mind I have is just able to be broadcasted. When I listen to music, it seems as if they can hear it too for instance. There will sometimes be dancing to certain genres I listen to.
I don’t know. Just go with the flow. At the very least, I am more self-corrective. Let’s just say there were definitely “no go” zones of thought I used to be a part of. Some were too violent.
Maybe I just want to blame somebody or somebodies. I am not sure.
My voices don’t hear the music though. Sometimes they respond to my thoughts sent back to them. I acknowledge that each experience is different.
I find the voices very heavy going. They talk about issues such as race, caring about them, beauty etc. It is all very heavy going. I am naturally a character who likes to laugh and joke around, and find the voices will put a dent in my mood.
Sometimes, if I go somewhere that I’ve never been to, I’ll pick up voices in my mind from wherever. I don’t know whether it’s people actually talking to me or what.
I felt the intrusive thoughts were psychic. If I followed the intrusive thoughts it will guide me through certain situations. In a way an intuition and psychic ability that is from within me that is only released through psychosis.
Sometimes I feel sorry or bad for them.
I feel that truly the voices signify something that is deep down in the dark in the mind. There really is something to be found by analyzing the voices. Trust me on it.
these guys are acually helpfull.
I understand how this feels like. With some of the voices that I’ve gotten, along with intrusive thoughts, are coming from other people around the world and are sent into my mind. While there’s a part of me that knows that it’s not real, it both makes me feel sorry for them and makes me question them, though I know that intrusive thoughts come randomly and are often very weird.
For what it’s worth I think it’s important not to lose you own voice in amongst all the others - but I end up with two of my own voices holding a conversation with myself.
I don’t actually hear the voices anymore but now it’s like the thoughts of others coming into my head at random.