Because all my friends or relatives are working. I dont have anyone to talk to during the day when im not studying, smoking or listening to music.
I feel like too much music avoids the problem of being able to stand my own thoughts and regulating my emotions by myself.
What do you do when you feel alone and that there isnt anyone to speak to? Ive never come to the forum to start a topic on this specifically but i think im hoping to just have someone to bounelce thoughts with
A general discussion i guess, to escape feeling alone and addicted to my account - which makes my friends on twitter fed up seeing me tweet and want more for me but again. Busy with work or schoolp
I have a few hobbies. Word Seek magazines I use so much, I buy them in bulk, I also have religion which I can’t discuss here. Just don’t be afraid to reach out, and not just once.
My current hobbies are my studies, i try to play video games but i cant get engrossed the way i used to.
Im waiting for my next benefit payment so that i can start reading about the general and special relativity theories
Thank you for your kind words pretzel. I already feel more a part of the community which i what i liked about this forum. It feels homely compared to other forums and definitely compared to social media
My brother came to see me for two days Christmas and I felt funny, I guess he made my illness obvious. Before that I hadn’t seen anyone but my therapist once since 2021. I decided to talk to her on the phone after that. I’m talking to my new pdoc on Wednesday by video phone and feeling funny about it. I might be asked to come in the office next time but I know the woman, I’ve seen her at the clinic and talked to her once when she substituted. I’m doing well alone but I won’t turn down anyone’s friendship. Nighttime is lonelier than the daytime. I have hobbies. I didn’t at one time. I just couldn’t and I couldn’t work and that sucked.
I feel bad for you, because i couldnt imagine it being differently. I usually see my brothers or mum every few days, the nights are particularly bad if you sleep the day.
How do you pass time when you spend a lot of time alone?
I have my guitar and mandolin and that takes 50 minutes a day. I read every few days or every few weeks. I sometimes write. I watch TV and YouTube. I walk. I listen to music. When I’m awake all night I chill with music and don’t do much of anything though I always think of my electric guitar ( I have headphones for it).
